I am often told that I'm a strong woman, who is handling this so well. Please don't be fooled into believing it.
Today, I am very sad. I fear for my son. How I wish I had the financial resources to send my son off to a rehab facility for a very long time-- up to a year.
The source of my strength is not my own. I find strength in my Christian faith. For today, I am drawing deeper into my faith for God's wisdom, Grace and comfort.
Psalm 28:6-7New International Version (NIV)6 Praise be to the LORD,
for he has heard my cry for mercy.
7 The LORD is my strength and my shield;
my heart trusts in him, and he helps me.
My heart leaps for joy,
and with my song I praise him.